The Giant in the Room

I graduatd from college 14 years ago. I don't keep in touch with hardly anyone from college, and always felt that my fraternity and I didn't quite work out. Why would it? I was a poor, shy, insecure kid from Queens, and alot of these guys were well adjusted, well socialized, outspoken kids from wealthy families. I was also not a jock, but alot of these guys were more than just fully grown men in college. I always felt smaller in their presence.

• Last night I went to a Holiday get together consisting of 40 men from the fraternity. It was fantastic. I felt like a giant in the room talking with some of them. Physically, I have gained 30 lbs (mostly muscle) since college, while still keeping a slim build. Some of these guys had gained a lot of weight, where no weight needed to be gained. Some were slouched over, and lacked energy, or even personality. Some lacked spirit, some were confused. They were mostly where I was a year ago. I felt like I could pick any of these guys up with one hand. Like me, alot of them were doing well. However, most of the guys looked miserable in their jobs, and happy to be with their college buddies again. I gave a speech. Everyone laughed, everyone approached me and said I stole the show, and they didn't know how funny I was. Over the years, I've become a good public speaker.....the one thing that always seems to fascinate people. How did I go from introverted to an good impromptu public speaker?


• It was great to see how people develop. Some of the guys peaked in college. Some didn't develop after college. They were still little boys. Success and the lack of success can show on how a person speaks, walks, sits, and smiles. I like the fact that most of the guys are either married with kids or engaged. Some are remarried.


• It felt like a giant because my of my attitude and disposition. My outlook on life is noticeably positive, and it lures people (out of curiosity) to ask me about my life. Then I tell them, and they are fascinated. Questions like how did this happen to you always follow.


• You can only compare yourself to yourself. How are you today compare to 15 years ago? Did you work on all the things you needed to? Did you develop your charisma, your personality, your leadership abilities? Or are you still the same guy. We must keep evolving and growing if we are to become all that we can. We must force ourselves out of our shells. I became an English major in college because I knew I needed to improve my speaking ability, my thinking, and my writing. This is something that I can't say enough about.


• You are always judged first by the way you speak, and what you say. Your abilities are secondary. This is what separates the CEO's from the workers. Notice how dogs and horses behave. There is always a top dog, established within 30 seconds of dogs meeting each other. All other dogs follow the top dog in a delta formation. Horses are the same way. All the horses in the stable always waited for Secretariat to start eating before they started eating. And he was often late out of the barn....just like me. Happy Holidays.